You are amazing, God

Yesterday my loan came in the mail. Today, he greeted me, and, as he was walking away, he paused, turned, and said good-bye. I know I grinned ear to ear with that. That totally made my day. I wasn't sure if things would ever get even this comfortable ever again. I wondered if things were bound to be awkward and strained for the rest of our lives. Justin, thank you for telling me I should talk to him. God, thank You so much for everything. I know now for sure that he cannot be replaced. *sighs* Oh, I just want to...to tell him I'm sorry for everything. But most of all I want to see that everything's ok...to know that I didn't ruin everything...